Let me tell you what I hear when someone says to me "It's over." I hear,"I'm going to be sleeping with everyone else but you." I hear,"I don't find you attractive anymore." I hear,"You've just wasted your precious, you're never gonna get back years with me." And I hear "If only you had done this or done that, it wouldn't be over." Those two words: it's over translate into numerous dialogues and meanings in my head creating this stalker like obsessive being, who I am so not in reality, but quickly become when my other half becomes my ex half by saying "it's over."
As I walk away from the dreaded two words "it's over" swearing men and dating off, committing only to meaninglesss, passionate one night stands....I know that as soon as my eyes meet the eyes of the next Mr. Yum Yum, that that vow of swearing whoever and whatever off, will soon be forgotten. And just like a kid who forgets the pain of scraping his knee after falling off his bike and gets back on, I too, will forget my pain and hop back into the game of dating.
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